Friday, July 30, 2010

Spin the Wheel




I couldn't get upstairs fast enough. I felt it coming while driving home. The feeling crawled up from deep inside and started flirting with me... She wants to create with me and I have been waiting for her to come around... She only comes out when she feels like it. I never know what she will bring fourth with her aside from her gifting energy. She has so much power over me and I am deeply in love with her. She is no mystery here...

She is the inner voice that lives inside of my heart, my mind and my soul... We all have an inner voice but how we respond, react, OR NOT, to it makes all the difference to how we operate in our lives. So here we are. Now what? No plan. Just FEEL... Being one with yourself is a achievable blessing. Tick Tock and the clock stops. When you take time away all you have is ENERGY. This is the clock that I live on... Energy is too precious to waste so I simply DON'T. Thinking IS as thinking DOES. Critical. What a word... I love to explore them... To place them in front of me and give them LIFE.

I have many substantial thoughts floating through my mind... some as questions, some as ideas. Both are important and nurture each other. A chance is approaching me soon I can feel it. Will I take that chance? I am turning the corner to find out. I am moving into FORWARD. The ground below me is STRONG. The sky above me is BRIGHT. My temperature is 100 degrees into % and my heart... well she is sitting on her thrown singing directions for my mind to follow along too... They thrive off each other...

A new song comes on. Colors start to blend a new shade across the room. I am staying for the entertainment, maybe I'll learn something...

The earth grows so many seeds for us to plant and grow the beauty we chose to surround ourselves with. I found a sand dollar on the beach. No cracks, just LOVE. I picked it up and carried it into my world... MY WORLD. what a piece of work. The opportunity I am blessed with each time I wake to a brand new day, fuels me on my path towards the development of my world... wow what a sentence... words can be so very exciting... especially when you are a logophile like me...
I heard some interesting words today. They had to do with the idea of what should have happened... Should? Silently I sat there and listened, paying close attention to the words and to the feelings pushing them out. Sadly, I witnessed a dead end thought that will now be haunting a precious mind until there is a readiness to realize that there is NO such thing as should...There only IS...

Backwards is Forwards sometimes and the reverse is also true. This is one big curvy circle...the power behind FULL circles are incredible...
I'm spinning this wheel and catching a ride... The wind blows through my hair as I close my eyes... Im taking it all in. The cold air warms up my face and I smile. LIFE. I am LIVING it. I do not just exist. I am creating as I go. I am effecting energy. I am offering mine here... No need to filter it, it is PURE... so please, help yourself to it...

xXRXx









Friday, July 23, 2010

The Explorer





Its way past my bed time and yet I cannot stand to be away any longer...
The hallways of my mind have been bending time...I never let it rule me.

Candles are lit and my heart is glowing in the dark. The stillness of the night feels like silk sheets over my naked body. I am so comforted here... Time does not exist, only energy. I have nothing to prove here, I am simply playing in the clouds while my feet keep the earth between my toes. Letting myself wander, think, feel... let go...

I am sailing across seas to reach my beloved dreams... I am spinning gold around them every single day... They are priceless. Life presents more richness with every passing hour... New friends, new ideas, new inspirations, new destinations on the horizon...

Its summer here on my side of the world and I'm feeling pretty relentless towards accomplishing my inner most desires...
Relentlessness should never be confused for a lack of patience.
Patience is a virtue of mine. But the time is NOW.
I can feel my journey calling me, she whispers to me every night while I sleep "keep coming and explore me, I'm here waiting for you"... I am so loyal to her, I wake with more clarity every day and that clarity fuels my relentlessness to push forward towards the world...

The world... She is a beauty. She excites me at the thought of her mysterious and inviting self... I adore her and plan to explore her to the greatest ability that my life allows me to. There is so much territory to cover. Doors to unlock. Choices to make. Roads to discover. Creativity paves the way... I step across my stage, matching my pace to the beat of my heart...I am truly in a world of my own ...
I live EVERY DAY with complete appreciation for where I'm at and all that exists within my world...still yet I know that I have a calling to distant lands, foreign adventures and all of the mystery that exists with in them... There is so much more to bring fourth and so much more to offer...

This is my choice. Or is it my destiny?

It is MY destiny and I choose to listen to her... I am starring UP the road, target on site. Inch by inch I move forward with integrity. There are many more time zones I need to explore, Languages I want to hear and speak, Food I want to taste and create. Oceans to cross and to surf... There is a pull of energy that insists I keep going outward. I do not resist. I roll with it...

My life has proved to me over and over again that, I am sailing this ship. I can see glimpses of my tomorrow, the tomorrow that I am designing today. The dreamer in me is too alive to not respond to the ideas and visions in my mind. I have never seen a limit to what I want but it's amazing to witness how your desires in life constantly evolve into new ones... Simple, that is the core of my desires. To continue feeding my mind, my heart, and my spirit is what is on my treasure map. I feel it's important to have a plan that does not rely on anyone but yourself, but I do believe that its the love and connections with others in your world that help to lift you to the top of your mountain and yours to their own. We have so much to offer each other, the key is to keep your mind and your heart OPEN...

Life is so interesting and I am so grateful she keeps me interested... I am kept on my toes, eager and ready for what ever comes next...

I will gratefully start with tomorrow...

XRX