*MASTERPIECING*

I remember everything so perfect from this exact time last year. It's almost strange to be here again on the calender and have the year that is almost to end replay in my head so vividly... so much has happened... Life's roller coaster has served me up a decent ride, filling me up with gratefulness for all the opportunities and challenges I have encountered through out it... my engines are revved and I'm ready to go...

There is much talent in "being ready" just as much as there is as being in pursuit of a goal.

TIMING IS EVERYTHING.

I have complete faith that time is on MY side. If one does not have respect for the process aka the journey, then the process will not respect the person. When that happens time starts to works against you and who would not want time in their corner??? She is my partner in my facination dream...

The learning process within my journey has been and continues to be PRICELESS. It's nice to stop and smell the flowers along the way. To look up and count the stars in the sky, to listen to the singing birds and crashing waves. Literally and figuratively speaking. I never, ever stop to take in the magic along the way because the destination will be reached eventually but to savor the taste of the process makes it all so much better...

My thoughts have been looking like a kaleidoscope lately. Bits and pieces of color and shapes swiming all over my mind that ultimately all play apart of a big, beautiful picture. What I am working on is to organize them in a fashion where I can execute more fluidly. This month is coming to an end and I can feel A LOT more accomplishments awaiting me before the year turns over into the new. I am filled with a lot of power and thus arming myself with the ability to cross things off my wish list...

There is still much mystery lurking in areas of my world that entice my thoughts to stay fixed on them... I'm grateful. I love the element of surprise. I only have to continue living with patience to see the truth behind the mysteries unfold. Being a surfer teaches you a lot of patience and also how to make smarter choices.... I feel I am about to embark on a BIG next chapter in my world as a result of my patience and the choices I've made and continue to make.

Feel. That's what I do. I am not hoping. I am not thinking. I am feeling what I do next and what will happen next. Ultimately time reveals all. BUT. I have always said that I believe you can manipulate your destiny if you choose to... Without question that is what I do every single day of my life...

I am manipulating my beautiful DESTINY...After all I am an artist... my life is my biggest masterpiece...

xRx

DOUBLE SIXES

The power of challenges are incredible. They are truly gifts. They force the mind to work in ways it normally would not have to. In some cases, pending the soul and character of the person being challenged, it can result in honor and achievements... in other cases it can result in disgrace and failure...

The past 2 months have double, no, triple proved to me that I am heard in this universe and that the challenges I get starred down by are in fact amazing tools towards the success of my journey. Yeah some may laugh at me and my depth when I speak this language and there are some that are intrigued and inspired.. And for those that are, apart from for myself, I will share a dose of my experience in the last week for you...

I had to go. I just had to get there and I didn't know how I was going to make sense of it but I knew in the depths of myself that I belonged no where else but there at that exact time. From the day of the invite, to the day of the discovering that I was going to be provided a way to be there and in full style, I had no idea how it was going to work out I just KNEW that there was NO way it was not going to. I asked for something before this whole thing came to me (i even wrote it out)... Before I knew it, more than I could have imagined came out giving me what I asked for along with loads of excitement and real quality in many forms...

ITS THE MOST LIBERATING AND BRAVE FEELING to FEEL YOUR WAY THROUGH LIFE...

tune out your mind, quite your heart, close your eyes and dance forward KNOWING that your direction results in a sweet outcome. Its almost as if you can be rewarded for being so brave and pure in this life by following your truth... AKA your instincts...

I walked away from my trip to "wonderland" with the most amazing memories to which I will never forget for the rest of my life, two new wonderful friendships that will be long standing in my life, the mystery of a new comer who stunned me with style and who I have a strong feeling, will play a valuable role in my life and last but not least... some healthy breathing room that has now inspired me so heavily, my creative forces are clawing to come out and play...

I'M GAME AND I'M IN. THE TIME IS NOW.

because i CHOOSE to live NOW I was able to capture the amazing experiences I have gained in my life and especially most recently. NOW is where I want to BE always...

Life has proven to me that living any other way is to be cutting myself short from the potential to be TRULY living... what is the point of all of this if you are not taking FULL advantage of all that you can grow with in it. I have zero intention to do anything BUT exactly that. I fuel my fire and from this I will fill my hot air balloon to explore the world how I would like to do it. When doubts start to appear I challenge them back. I destroy them. I have no mercy.

To be able to be challenged but hold COMPLETE TRUST in the making of your good fate through your faith and hard working devotion is not easy but is THE ONLY way to really LIVE in my opinion...

My opinion... yes my opinion can be quite interesting from time to time...

This time, I'm sharing my opinion because I believe that if there is anyone out there listening to the scribbles on my mind... you might be inspired from them. and that thought alone inspires me....

the recycling of goodness. FOREVER.

This blog was dedicated to two special humans journeying from West to East at the moment.

You both are in my heart always. And. always remember how I operate for my family ;)

CHEERS

Xx R xX

How soon is NOW

Sitting up before laying down… Some woman told me today when getting my coffee “Have a Blissful day”…. And that is exactly what today has been for me, a day full of blissful vibrations… When she said this to me I thought “what a beautiful thing to wish upon someone”… perhaps if we all wished for more BLISS upon the world we would experience it more in our daily lives…

The wind roars outside my window, I encourage her to let it all out. I love to listen to her as she speaks to the trees… They laugh so hard their leaves fall to the ground… and I love when she encourages the Sea... She gets her so excited the Sea applauds with walls of water bending over into crashing waves… Mmmm... waves.... What magic and music Nature provides for us… Let go of hearing and then you will finally be able to LISTEN to all that surrounds you…

I have the itch to create, to take in knowledge, to feel a spurt of internal growth... its out there, a game of hide and go seek and I am seeking it. Like Pink Floyd said... "taking away the moments that make up a dull day"...

I love to write. To empty the pockets of my mind and hang my coat up where I can see it. A liberating experience over and over again… Who does not want to experience that?? I love when a doubt or question with fear as the root of it tries to step my way… All I have to do is confront it by literally spelling it out before my eyes and before I know it, my questions and fears become history…

This week marks the beginning of a new month and 30 new days of opportunity to be had. I love when a new month starts with a FULL MOON. The full moon offers up a chance to end things and prepare yourself for the new. Im finishing old tasks today and I've already made my list of what I want to achieve.... I am going to read it every single day this month. I plan on making this month an extra ordinary month of progress, achievement and loads of fun ;)

My horoscope for the week left me with: This week bear in mind this old and very true adage: “Don’t be discouraged. It’s often the last key in the bunch that opens the lock.”

I'm taking that one to heart and running to the bank with it.

XxRoxyxx