DOUBLE SIXES

The power of challenges are incredible. They are truly gifts. They force the mind to work in ways it normally would not have to. In some cases, pending the soul and character of the person being challenged, it can result in honor and achievements... in other cases it can result in disgrace and failure...

The past 2 months have double, no, triple proved to me that I am heard in this universe and that the challenges I get starred down by are in fact amazing tools towards the success of my journey. Yeah some may laugh at me and my depth when I speak this language and there are some that are intrigued and inspired.. And for those that are, apart from for myself, I will share a dose of my experience in the last week for you...

I had to go. I just had to get there and I didn't know how I was going to make sense of it but I knew in the depths of myself that I belonged no where else but there at that exact time. From the day of the invite, to the day of the discovering that I was going to be provided a way to be there and in full style, I had no idea how it was going to work out I just KNEW that there was NO way it was not going to. I asked for something before this whole thing came to me (i even wrote it out)... Before I knew it, more than I could have imagined came out giving me what I asked for along with loads of excitement and real quality in many forms...

ITS THE MOST LIBERATING AND BRAVE FEELING to FEEL YOUR WAY THROUGH LIFE...

tune out your mind, quite your heart, close your eyes and dance forward KNOWING that your direction results in a sweet outcome. Its almost as if you can be rewarded for being so brave and pure in this life by following your truth... AKA your instincts...

I walked away from my trip to "wonderland" with the most amazing memories to which I will never forget for the rest of my life, two new wonderful friendships that will be long standing in my life, the mystery of a new comer who stunned me with style and who I have a strong feeling, will play a valuable role in my life and last but not least... some healthy breathing room that has now inspired me so heavily, my creative forces are clawing to come out and play...

I'M GAME AND I'M IN. THE TIME IS NOW.

because i CHOOSE to live NOW I was able to capture the amazing experiences I have gained in my life and especially most recently. NOW is where I want to BE always...

Life has proven to me that living any other way is to be cutting myself short from the potential to be TRULY living... what is the point of all of this if you are not taking FULL advantage of all that you can grow with in it. I have zero intention to do anything BUT exactly that. I fuel my fire and from this I will fill my hot air balloon to explore the world how I would like to do it. When doubts start to appear I challenge them back. I destroy them. I have no mercy.

To be able to be challenged but hold COMPLETE TRUST in the making of your good fate through your faith and hard working devotion is not easy but is THE ONLY way to really LIVE in my opinion...

My opinion... yes my opinion can be quite interesting from time to time...

This time, I'm sharing my opinion because I believe that if there is anyone out there listening to the scribbles on my mind... you might be inspired from them. and that thought alone inspires me....

the recycling of goodness. FOREVER.

This blog was dedicated to two special humans journeying from West to East at the moment.

You both are in my heart always. And. always remember how I operate for my family ;)

CHEERS

Xx R xX

The Magician

Finally. It makes so much sense. I realized how to explain something so important about me that I've always found difficult to put simply into words...

I was watching a beautiful surf movie last night... Everything about it was perfect, so perfect that it made me understand how my divided passion between the surfer girl and city girl in me are bonded and make perfect sense...

When I paddle out into the ocean and take that first duck dive under a wave, wiping away all that sat in my mind before it, I am so connected... Connected to myself, connected to the earth, connected to simply being alive... NATURE is how I stay grounded to TRUTH. Truth is Pure and I find sacredness with in it that I am completely devoted to….

When I’m taking the train in New York and walking through the streets of city with my music playing in my ears, looking at the art and style of so many different people around me, I am so connected. Connected to my dreams, connected to my fascination for imagination, connected to the creative girl in me who grew up KNOWING that the sky is NEVER the limit... there are none when it comes to how high I want to aim my desires... The CULTURE of City, Fashion & Art is how I stay connected to the DREAMER in me and I am able to communicate my inner VISIONS to the WORLD...

So there you have it. The Gemini twins in me explained. I could never lean too far over to one side with out feeling the other side tug at me for attention. I use to feel like I was always being pulled in 2 different directions and struggled with trying to fulfill both sides of me. These days I understand how there is no competition between my twins, they thrive off each other and have given me focused goals in my life to look forward to and achieve...

The autumn leaves are falling all around me and the air is turning crisp. It’s a cleansing period with nature. Time to slow things down a bit for reflection. Reflecting is one of my favorite places to send my mind…

I took a chance. A big chance. The Magician told me to... I already knew I was supposed to so I did. That chance gave me more than I even imagined I would have received by taking it. It was as if I was walking blindfolded and naked into a dark forest... Not seeing but FEELing my way through it. Trusting that I was protected by my instincts and by my KARMA... Once I got through the forest I took the blindfold off to discover that I was at the TOP of the world, starring at my dreams below... everything within my reach... I took a chance and proved to myself once more that TRUSTING in my choices will lead me to the many places I want to go in this life of mine...

Uncharted territory excites me… The mystery of the unknown... The questions JUST as much as the answers, my calling for constant discovery… I have a lustful relationship with expeditions … where will this take me? Somewhere that will be different from here. Change and its infinite beauty… I’m in love with her…

I know that I belong in the sky free to roam and explore… Passion is such an incredible gift, to feel… to crave… to desire… it burns inside of me and I know that my life’s purpose is to act on it and never, ever stray from it.

I don’t belong here. I don’t belong to ANYWHERE and THIS is my passport to the UNIVERSE… Freedom first comes in the heart and the soul... ALWAYS x

xxRxx