Mr.

Mr.

My latest obsession.

He is the perfect example of my mood.

He sways from one side so smoothly to the other casting a dreamy spell with every movement.

The magic that comes from his sound allows me to slow down the world around me while I keep my pace forward. Some might say their life is a movie, mine is a non stop music video, each new song spinning a new color in the mix changing the mood completely inspiring me in a new direction, mood and adventure... By the way if your wondering who "he" is, Mr. is one of my favorite songs from Smoke City's album Hero's of Nature. A song that is repeating continuously as I write this. Songs that effect my mind and heart are MORE than a mere song, they LIVE and inspire me just as a human could... Mmmm... J'aime ma musique...

There is something peeking around the corner at me at the moment... something that is enticing me to want to play. I can see a stage of evolution staring at me dead in the eyes with a smile on its face saying "welcome"... I'm skipping to it like a kid going to play hop scotch with her mates after school, excited and so READY for it.

Its time for some FUN. I practice so much discipline in my everyday life, loving all of what I accomplish before I sleep at night that now as the year comes to an end, I know I have earned some serious time to feed my spirit by kicking back, getting my surf on in WARM water and laugh my ass off with my friends...this is EXACTLY what I am about to do..

With the year closing in, I'm feeling really proud of myself. Everyday I am seeing more and more how my hard work, discipline and sheer determination is unfolding BIG accomplishments... So much change has taken place in this year for me, powerful change that continues to grow me in the very direction I desire myself to grow. Time is moving faster and there is not one day that goes by that I do not fully embrace with complete gratefulness. Focus is such a powerful talent. It's so amazing that if one really puts the discipline behind what they focus on achieving, with out failure, it will eventually come to fruition...

Not many today utilize the power of focus and especially stay loyal to the discipline needed to back it up... Hence my reasoning for finding discipline so sexy... it takes the rare and STRONG to practice those two elements in life. The rare and strong are who I gravitate to more so now than ever in my life. Funny... I'm sure many find it interesting that a free spirited Gemini like myself would be so into discipline... Ive always enjoyed taking people by surprise including myself from time to time. Balance is the KEY to success in life. With all the free spirit spontaneity in me, there also exists a very "stay on your game", focused girl driven by ambition and passion to create a masterpiece of a life and she helps to keep me walking forward on that line in the middle...

I am more tuned into the frequency of my life than ever. It's almost like a feeling of dieing and returning to life with so much appreciation to be alive. I want to continue taking full advantage of growing my garden of life with the most beautiful, colorful and interesting accomplishments and memories. If only more people would realize that life does not have to be: your a kid, you grow up, you settle down, you die...

What a waste of such a gift.

In MY life its more like your reborn in THIS life, you AND your life are blank canvases to create how ever much amazingness you wish to create inside of yourself and in the world around you... live with ambition. grow your wisdom and skills while keeping your youth... then one day when your physical body comes to an end, you can look back and be so proud of all that you are and all that you have left behind...

I see it no other way and I LIVE it exactly that way...

Everyday is a non stop celebration, my Louboutins are on the way and now I am ready for my glass of champagne...

xxxRxxx

DOUBLE SIXES

The power of challenges are incredible. They are truly gifts. They force the mind to work in ways it normally would not have to. In some cases, pending the soul and character of the person being challenged, it can result in honor and achievements... in other cases it can result in disgrace and failure...

The past 2 months have double, no, triple proved to me that I am heard in this universe and that the challenges I get starred down by are in fact amazing tools towards the success of my journey. Yeah some may laugh at me and my depth when I speak this language and there are some that are intrigued and inspired.. And for those that are, apart from for myself, I will share a dose of my experience in the last week for you...

I had to go. I just had to get there and I didn't know how I was going to make sense of it but I knew in the depths of myself that I belonged no where else but there at that exact time. From the day of the invite, to the day of the discovering that I was going to be provided a way to be there and in full style, I had no idea how it was going to work out I just KNEW that there was NO way it was not going to. I asked for something before this whole thing came to me (i even wrote it out)... Before I knew it, more than I could have imagined came out giving me what I asked for along with loads of excitement and real quality in many forms...

ITS THE MOST LIBERATING AND BRAVE FEELING to FEEL YOUR WAY THROUGH LIFE...

tune out your mind, quite your heart, close your eyes and dance forward KNOWING that your direction results in a sweet outcome. Its almost as if you can be rewarded for being so brave and pure in this life by following your truth... AKA your instincts...

I walked away from my trip to "wonderland" with the most amazing memories to which I will never forget for the rest of my life, two new wonderful friendships that will be long standing in my life, the mystery of a new comer who stunned me with style and who I have a strong feeling, will play a valuable role in my life and last but not least... some healthy breathing room that has now inspired me so heavily, my creative forces are clawing to come out and play...

I'M GAME AND I'M IN. THE TIME IS NOW.

because i CHOOSE to live NOW I was able to capture the amazing experiences I have gained in my life and especially most recently. NOW is where I want to BE always...

Life has proven to me that living any other way is to be cutting myself short from the potential to be TRULY living... what is the point of all of this if you are not taking FULL advantage of all that you can grow with in it. I have zero intention to do anything BUT exactly that. I fuel my fire and from this I will fill my hot air balloon to explore the world how I would like to do it. When doubts start to appear I challenge them back. I destroy them. I have no mercy.

To be able to be challenged but hold COMPLETE TRUST in the making of your good fate through your faith and hard working devotion is not easy but is THE ONLY way to really LIVE in my opinion...

My opinion... yes my opinion can be quite interesting from time to time...

This time, I'm sharing my opinion because I believe that if there is anyone out there listening to the scribbles on my mind... you might be inspired from them. and that thought alone inspires me....

the recycling of goodness. FOREVER.

This blog was dedicated to two special humans journeying from West to East at the moment.

You both are in my heart always. And. always remember how I operate for my family ;)

CHEERS

Xx R xX

WHISPERS OF A SUNDAY TO MY HEART...

The earth offers so much to us and yet most can barely see past the end of the street they live on... I am in love. With the possibilities this world will offer to me. So many places to discover, so many people to connect with... I think that in a past life I was a bird... I can feel my wings that I carried over into this world... A Pegasus. That's the inner animal i feel in my soul. All I want to do is fly... Fly into experience, fly to the moon and back, fly until the wind beneath my wings lay me down to rest in this life... And then on to the next I go...

This is the longest I've been away from my cherished room here. So many beautiful moments in between. More questions, gratefully and more faith every day. Everything that is TRUE is bound to survive. Everyday my mind grows larger. My appetite for all the beauty that life has to offer increases while my appreciation for all that I have in the present keeps me so happy and satisfied...

Freedom has ALWAYS been so important to me (another sign of the bird in me) no cage, no rules, no barriers... Just free to roam, explore, learn, love, connect, disconnect, feel, and discover... This past month I have been connecting with my freedom on a new level. I'm loving it. I want to grow through it. I will be surfing this wave for a minute...

I'm a risk taker, spontaneous to the max. I love to challenge myself with adventure. Independence is vital in my life, that is what makes me feel the most alive... ALIVE. What an amazing sensation to feel. As long as im feeling that everyday, I know I am doing exactly what I am meant to be doing in my life...

Many things stir in my heart at the moment. Memories are alive and kicking. You see I know how to put myself straight into a trance of emotions which rekindle moments in my life for me to relive them... Here I am. Re Living. Re Thinking. Re Learning. Re FEELING..

This year I have been witnessed my growth , witnesses my courage and witnessed my WILL step up to higher GROUND... Every day I am challenged. That is a blessing. I am forced to think. To stay creative. To keep my light shining bright. Everyday is a success...

I want to be on that train again, I want to be on the plane that takes me closer to the foreign mystery that feels like home.

LONGING.. what a feeling to experience... I long for some things... Oh do I long for some things... But. the thing is that I truly feel inside the depths of me that I will grasp hold of these things I long for...

Traveling to a city, starting all over. The excitement, the fear, the learning, the growth, the endless possibilities that the NEW can bring... It will be mine again... I was born to discover over and over again... well I suppose we all are but I am one who is truly AWARE of this and reach for it everyday...

...One of life's many gifts to cherish...

xxRxx