The day of ENERGETIC transmission...

Oh how I’ve longed to be here... my favorite place to be… in the home of my mind and my heart…

Reaching, yearning, believing, floating, gazing off into the fields of my dreams… I can feel everything around me and I am sending my energy right back out to into it…

Passion pursues me. I pursue her right back. We are in love and we live our love loudly every day so the world can feel us… I am a GIVER after all… He called me an ENERGY giver... I blushed silently and my heart agreed...

I have ideas. Ideas that grow me so high they let me linger in the clouds.

All is beautiful while I strive with strength and purpose. I am living in the PRESENT because it is a GIFT. Waking everyday with appreciation. No judgment exists in my world, only treasures… if only more people knew this amazing secret to harmony…

Maybe its not meant for everyone to know this? Maybe judgment has to be made for some purpose that I don’t understand in the circle of life? I respect what I don’t understand… The one thing that I know for sure in life is that I don’t know one thing for sure… Strangely I find safety in that thought. The only thing absolute in our existence is mathematics. I was never too good with it.

I am turning my pages in this novel of life. My story is building beautifully and I am so grateful. I have been surrounded by amazing FREQUENCIES...spinning a web of gold, full of love, full of obscurity. Unraveling the truth daily, what will all this add up to? A jar filled with pennies. Each one standing for a dream come true...I LOVE where I’m at and I FEEL where I’m going. It puts a smile in my heart and adds fuel to my fire every… single… day…

People make the world go round and I am SPINNING… I have been touched by some amazing energy lately. New friends that upon meeting, I cherish greatly… Like beautiful seashells on the shore, I am collecting an extraordinary family of friends from around the world. The chemistry between good people is a magical experience. Its absolutely UPLIFTING, completely encouraging, and I feel the ultimate gift in life… You can really bring the WORLD to you if you stay open to what it has to offer in the SIMPLEST and yet most meaningful forms… I have a healthy addiction to this and its not slowing down anytime soon…

Life is what you make of it. It’s your canvas. You pick the colors and the setting. I'm not lucky. I paint my picture. Every choice stems from my best friends- my heart and my mind. They are a winning team...

There is an essence of warmth that is blanketing my heart right now. I'm snuggled up inside of it and smiling on the inside and out. So many valuable lessons in our everyday lives- wake up and look around- feel your own ENERGY, is it what you want to feel from others? If not then change it. Be the person you want to love- be the person you want to enjoy- everything that is simple is true- complications arrive through human disorder- just stay aware and BREATHE, only then will you be contributing to the better of the world. DONT TRY JUST BE. There is so much to do and so much to take in. None of it has to do with work or money. All of it has to do with spirit and love. Love will save the day...

I feel very connected and strong. Focus is essential and I have an endless supply of it to apply towards my penny jar… I am sailing this ship of mine through FREEDOM… The sun is shining, the waters clear, I KNOW can do this and THAT is exactly why I am… Can you feel me? I'm touched and I want to do the same to you... My mind is so open and my heart is so free... The possibilities are just endless and I plan to keep it that way...

xRx

Once in a BLUE MOON...

Triumph.

That is the word that comes to my mind when I think about this passing year, 2009 in review... Many challenges were presented, BIG ones, but none that took hold of me, all of which I took hold of and gracefully moved them out of my way. For so many in the world this year might be able to say the same, or at the very least that they survived through the difficult times that they were faced. The age of innocence is over. We humans strive to create MORE. BIGGER. BETTER. FASTER. and A LOT of it. As a result we are becoming less satisfied at a faster speed and our appetite is growing even faster...

One of my brothers pointed out how much times have changed when back in the day a movie like "FOOTLOOSE" was a nominated hit. This was a story about a city boy who comes to a small town where rock music and dancing has been banned so he rebels and dances his fancy footwork through the movie and creates a following eventually winning the town over. What a concept. These days we need much, much more to feel that our $11 movie ticket is justified. We require 3-D options, starring actors who make 20 million or more, sex, tragedy, twists and turns, expensive cars, and flawless special effects... I sometimes really wish we could still be that simple to fall in love with a movie like Footloose again. Its important for my work, for my inspiration and for my growing knowledge to look into the past... to learn and sometimes just to simply reflect on what went down before today. Thinking back into this past year I simply feel grateful. I really do feel like I am living mostly everyday to it's fullest, sometimes that even means doing NOTHING but relaxing and daydreaming.

Balance.

Something that a lot of us Americans have a hard time doing. We live in a powerhouse of a country and I am so appreciative for the amazing opportunities to succeed that live at my finger tips because of it. That said, those kind of opportunities are NOT everything. I really feel that my citizenship belongs to the WORLD. Capturing life's simple and quality moments in life are sacred opportunities that are so vital to a healthy and happy life. At least to this girl they are. When I lay down to sleep at night I lay with a smile in my heart, taking in the awareness that I am rich. Rich because my success is truly my journey and NOT the destinations I will arrive to. I was born to succeed in this life. To accomplish the goals I have on my list of desires. I work at it on a daily basis and there is no question that I will see it all come to fruition. I believe that part of why I am self assured in that department is because along with my hard work and focus comes my love and appreciation for LIFE. In my mind LIFE has nothing to do with money. Nothing to do with material objects. Nothing to to with status or titles. Life is the natural treasures that exist daily in our lives if we allow them to and pay attention to them when they do. I took the last week of the last year and the first week of the new year off to give respect to all of my hard work through 2009 and the work that I have in front of me in 2010. I took this time to embrace LIFE. Celebrating the Blue Moon that blessed us with her presence as we said good-bye to 2009 and toasted to 2010. Sitting on the beautiful beaches of an island I have the privilege to call home, with my best friends relaxing, laughing and appreciating everything. The only resolution for 2010 I have is to continue to stay graceful and focused through any challenges that may arise, to continue to trust my instincts and to continue to allow my passion for LIFE to be the ruler of my days.

Promises that really matter and that I KNOW I can keep..

Bonne Année and cheers to a sexy new year...

xROXANNEx