Playing in the sand...

Waking up to the sound of the wind blowing through the leaves. The birds speak in languages that only they are blessed to understand. The piano soothes my mind while the violins string at my emotions, stirring them up beautifuly so they come out to play here. So much has been circling my universe in the recent months. Change has been a major theme to it all and it has produced some amazing energy for me to dance with. I often write about how important I feel it is to stay aware. To be present in every moment because really, that is all that we know we have. Being present in each moment until the next blesses us with its arrival. When you truly exist on this level you are able to take in so much more LIFE. Well I have been away for too long from my writing and only for positive reasons but now I am back and can express how much LIFE I have been taking in through my recent absence.

Summer came and went. It brought fourth so much goodness by means of friends, family, love, and an upswing with work. Fall departed and slowly winter creeps. Still proving to be mostly filled with exciting progress and events that bring laughter but there is always a yin to the yang and tears have also been shed on to my face.

Life brings death and death brings life. The irony is tragic and beautiful all at the same time. Everything true will come in form of a circle. The circle of LIFE. Love is whole when there are no edges, only curves. Death reminds us of life and if we stay aware everyday, we will never take a minute for granted because that minute is a gift and we ultimately never know when it will be our last.

My outlook in life is evident through my writing. I live choosing to believe that my destiny is filled with love, light, and accomplishments. I work on seeing that come to life every day that I LIVE. That’s just it, I choose to LIVE and not just be alive. I cherish the ones I love every single day. I walk around smelling the roses no matter how busy and focused I can get while in the process of working towards my goals. Nature plays such a big role in my world. Nature is real and reminds us what is true and important every time we are in touch with it. Gratefully I am a surfer and that bond will always keep me intertwined with Nature. No matter how city I live and adore the inspirations that grows from it, Nature will always be the ruler of my world...

There was a day that came this past summer that started something new and fresh. Playing with the sand as words flowed like a river after rain. Laughter that had the essence of “how I have longed to be here” in it. A feeling of surprising contentment was evident. Mystery was unleashed from it all and paved a road to an adventure. So far this adventure has enhanced my energy and continues to impress me with its undeniable charm… So much more to come with each sunset and sunrise. No expectations on this journey, simply appreciation and encouragement for the best. Time proves so much…

I sometimes feel like I have unlocked that very secret door to life. That I have learned the unspoken language of the gods, that I have tapped into the ultimate understanding of truth… this is my life, I live it with LOVE, integrity and NONSTOP appreciation for all that exists within it. There is so much more to learn. I continue to learn, create and to dream everyday… this is my fountain of youth…

The wind howls outside… What are you telling me sweet wind? You have my attention. She moves all that needs to be moved. She moves me with her strength and every changing beauty. I am so romanced by Nature… There is NOTHING more powerful than her to keep us grounded. This is my love story and I choose to LIVE it….

xRxx

The Explorer

Its way past my bed time and yet I cannot stand to be away any longer...

The hallways of my mind have been bending time...I never let it rule me.

Candles are lit and my heart is glowing in the dark. The stillness of the night feels like silk sheets over my naked body. I am so comforted here... Time does not exist, only energy. I have nothing to prove here, I am simply playing in the clouds while my feet keep the earth between my toes. Letting myself wander, think, feel... let go...

I am sailing across seas to reach my beloved dreams... I am spinning gold around them every single day... They are priceless. Life presents more richness with every passing hour... New friends, new ideas, new inspirations, new destinations on the horizon...

Its summer here on my side of the world and I'm feeling pretty relentless towards accomplishing my inner most desires...

Relentlessness should never be confused for a lack of patience.

Patience is a virtue of mine. But the time is NOW.

I can feel my journey calling me, she whispers to me every night while I sleep "keep coming and explore me, I'm here waiting for you"... I am so loyal to her, I wake with more clarity every day and that clarity fuels my relentlessness to push forward towards the world...

The world... She is a beauty. She excites me at the thought of her mysterious and inviting self... I adore her and plan to explore her to the greatest ability that my life allows me to. There is so much territory to cover. Doors to unlock. Choices to make. Roads to discover. Creativity paves the way... I step across my stage, matching my pace to the beat of my heart...I am truly in a world of my own ...

I live EVERY DAY with complete appreciation for where I'm at and all that exists within my world...still yet I know that I have a calling to distant lands, foreign adventures and all of the mystery that exists with in them... There is so much more to bring fourth and so much more to offer...

This is my choice. Or is it my destiny?

It is MY destiny and I choose to listen to her... I am starring UP the road, target on site. Inch by inch I move forward with integrity. There are many more time zones I need to explore, Languages I want to hear and speak, Food I want to taste and create. Oceans to cross and to surf... There is a pull of energy that insists I keep going outward. I do not resist. I roll with it...

My life has proved to me over and over again that, I am sailing this ship. I can see glimpses of my tomorrow, the tomorrow that I am designing today. The dreamer in me is too alive to not respond to the ideas and visions in my mind. I have never seen a limit to what I want but it's amazing to witness how your desires in life constantly evolve into new ones... Simple, that is the core of my desires. To continue feeding my mind, my heart, and my spirit is what is on my treasure map. I feel it's important to have a plan that does not rely on anyone but yourself, but I do believe that its the love and connections with others in your world that help to lift you to the top of your mountain and yours to their own. We have so much to offer each other, the key is to keep your mind and your heart OPEN...

Life is so interesting and I am so grateful she keeps me interested... I am kept on my toes, eager and ready for what ever comes next...

I will gratefully start with tomorrow...

XRX

The day of ENERGETIC transmission...

Oh how I’ve longed to be here... my favorite place to be… in the home of my mind and my heart…

Reaching, yearning, believing, floating, gazing off into the fields of my dreams… I can feel everything around me and I am sending my energy right back out to into it…

Passion pursues me. I pursue her right back. We are in love and we live our love loudly every day so the world can feel us… I am a GIVER after all… He called me an ENERGY giver... I blushed silently and my heart agreed...

I have ideas. Ideas that grow me so high they let me linger in the clouds.

All is beautiful while I strive with strength and purpose. I am living in the PRESENT because it is a GIFT. Waking everyday with appreciation. No judgment exists in my world, only treasures… if only more people knew this amazing secret to harmony…

Maybe its not meant for everyone to know this? Maybe judgment has to be made for some purpose that I don’t understand in the circle of life? I respect what I don’t understand… The one thing that I know for sure in life is that I don’t know one thing for sure… Strangely I find safety in that thought. The only thing absolute in our existence is mathematics. I was never too good with it.

I am turning my pages in this novel of life. My story is building beautifully and I am so grateful. I have been surrounded by amazing FREQUENCIES...spinning a web of gold, full of love, full of obscurity. Unraveling the truth daily, what will all this add up to? A jar filled with pennies. Each one standing for a dream come true...I LOVE where I’m at and I FEEL where I’m going. It puts a smile in my heart and adds fuel to my fire every… single… day…

People make the world go round and I am SPINNING… I have been touched by some amazing energy lately. New friends that upon meeting, I cherish greatly… Like beautiful seashells on the shore, I am collecting an extraordinary family of friends from around the world. The chemistry between good people is a magical experience. Its absolutely UPLIFTING, completely encouraging, and I feel the ultimate gift in life… You can really bring the WORLD to you if you stay open to what it has to offer in the SIMPLEST and yet most meaningful forms… I have a healthy addiction to this and its not slowing down anytime soon…

Life is what you make of it. It’s your canvas. You pick the colors and the setting. I'm not lucky. I paint my picture. Every choice stems from my best friends- my heart and my mind. They are a winning team...

There is an essence of warmth that is blanketing my heart right now. I'm snuggled up inside of it and smiling on the inside and out. So many valuable lessons in our everyday lives- wake up and look around- feel your own ENERGY, is it what you want to feel from others? If not then change it. Be the person you want to love- be the person you want to enjoy- everything that is simple is true- complications arrive through human disorder- just stay aware and BREATHE, only then will you be contributing to the better of the world. DONT TRY JUST BE. There is so much to do and so much to take in. None of it has to do with work or money. All of it has to do with spirit and love. Love will save the day...

I feel very connected and strong. Focus is essential and I have an endless supply of it to apply towards my penny jar… I am sailing this ship of mine through FREEDOM… The sun is shining, the waters clear, I KNOW can do this and THAT is exactly why I am… Can you feel me? I'm touched and I want to do the same to you... My mind is so open and my heart is so free... The possibilities are just endless and I plan to keep it that way...

xRx