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Mercury is spinning backwards so lets see how far I can go...

Think back, think hard. Move forward. Stay right where you are.

NEVER. I move like water fluid with curves.

I want to be a poem and I want to share.

I sense haste trying to get my attention. I ignore it... I don't have time for that. I'm closing my eyes so I can see what life has to offer me today...

I'm Feeling my way through every minute and I am in the mood...

The mood to lose myself to my daydreams...

To be seduced by my creativity. I have crawled deep inside myself to be here in this favorite room of mine and I am only just getting warmed up... I could be here all day and very well may be. I have earned this time with myself and I plan to indulge in it. Its so romantic actually... I want to paint for us. I want to bleed the colors of love all over a canvas. It will be a masterpiece becauseI will create from my heart.There is no other way to create in my world.

Dreaming away and casting a spell on my life. Growing my garden so beautiful, the World will feel my Love. Love is the center of my existence. I'm falling for life with in every new day; I flirt, I seduce, I enrapture my thoughts to move me forward one step at a time.

I stay in tune with the frequencies of NOW while embracing what was yesterday; from this tomorrow is born with thought and purpose.

Mystery can be sexy or it can be frightening. Knowing can be comforting or it can be boring. Hoping can be a leap of faith or a lack of confidence.

The lights outside flash before me or do they flash for me?

The questions are just as important as the answers and sometimes more fun...

I don't always want a period to at the end of my sentence. Sometimes the End is really just a new beginning and sometimes the End is a statement piece.

Accessories can make the outfit.

We have so many choices when we look outside our window. The question is how big is your view?

XrX

Playing in the sand...

Waking up to the sound of the wind blowing through the leaves. The birds speak in languages that only they are blessed to understand. The piano soothes my mind while the violins string at my emotions, stirring them up beautifuly so they come out to play here. So much has been circling my universe in the recent months. Change has been a major theme to it all and it has produced some amazing energy for me to dance with. I often write about how important I feel it is to stay aware. To be present in every moment because really, that is all that we know we have. Being present in each moment until the next blesses us with its arrival. When you truly exist on this level you are able to take in so much more LIFE. Well I have been away for too long from my writing and only for positive reasons but now I am back and can express how much LIFE I have been taking in through my recent absence.

Summer came and went. It brought fourth so much goodness by means of friends, family, love, and an upswing with work. Fall departed and slowly winter creeps. Still proving to be mostly filled with exciting progress and events that bring laughter but there is always a yin to the yang and tears have also been shed on to my face.

Life brings death and death brings life. The irony is tragic and beautiful all at the same time. Everything true will come in form of a circle. The circle of LIFE. Love is whole when there are no edges, only curves. Death reminds us of life and if we stay aware everyday, we will never take a minute for granted because that minute is a gift and we ultimately never know when it will be our last.

My outlook in life is evident through my writing. I live choosing to believe that my destiny is filled with love, light, and accomplishments. I work on seeing that come to life every day that I LIVE. That’s just it, I choose to LIVE and not just be alive. I cherish the ones I love every single day. I walk around smelling the roses no matter how busy and focused I can get while in the process of working towards my goals. Nature plays such a big role in my world. Nature is real and reminds us what is true and important every time we are in touch with it. Gratefully I am a surfer and that bond will always keep me intertwined with Nature. No matter how city I live and adore the inspirations that grows from it, Nature will always be the ruler of my world...

There was a day that came this past summer that started something new and fresh. Playing with the sand as words flowed like a river after rain. Laughter that had the essence of “how I have longed to be here” in it. A feeling of surprising contentment was evident. Mystery was unleashed from it all and paved a road to an adventure. So far this adventure has enhanced my energy and continues to impress me with its undeniable charm… So much more to come with each sunset and sunrise. No expectations on this journey, simply appreciation and encouragement for the best. Time proves so much…

I sometimes feel like I have unlocked that very secret door to life. That I have learned the unspoken language of the gods, that I have tapped into the ultimate understanding of truth… this is my life, I live it with LOVE, integrity and NONSTOP appreciation for all that exists within it. There is so much more to learn. I continue to learn, create and to dream everyday… this is my fountain of youth…

The wind howls outside… What are you telling me sweet wind? You have my attention. She moves all that needs to be moved. She moves me with her strength and every changing beauty. I am so romanced by Nature… There is NOTHING more powerful than her to keep us grounded. This is my love story and I choose to LIVE it….

xRxx

Insatiable

Chemistry. Chemical. I’m infected with passion. LUST. Excitement for LIVING. Yessss... its LIFE that has me spinning dizzy with laughter for I have discovered its true beauty...

My day dreaming twin just LOVES to be here wandering...

I have been dying to get back here at this winking cursor that flirts with me, begging me to come out and play with her, so here I am and here we go...

I imagine what it would feel like to fly; the excitement the wind playing with my hair, the world below me, the sky above me and an endless opportunity to go and go and go...

In so many ways I feel like I am in flying in my life, I am elevated everyday higher and higher...

I feel excitement running through my body like electricity... It’s hard to sleep but I feel so good when I'm awake that I don't care. I am not sure what it is but I sense some very exciting things that will lift me to higher ground are about to arrive... I feel very connected right now. I am living in every moment with gratitude. Life is truly what you make of it. I've learned to embrace my challenges as they arrive to grow me. Everyday I want to be growing into a stronger, wiser, brighter, woman…

I decided that I am finally, after all these years, going to write a book in my life... I now feel that I really have content for a beautiful memoir... With so many amazing experiences and realizations that almost decipher a code on how to live a harmonious life, I think it can translate into some form of reading entertainment... at the very least for me.

Writing is something that sets me free, it demands nothing from me, it is a true giver... I just love to be here, alone, me, myself and I, cozy in thought taking moments to stop and frolic in my mind before meeting my winking cursor again... Mmmm the simple things in life that make me happy....

My life is about to leap into a new chapter and I am staying focused to make sure I am fully ready for it. One day at a time, I'm in no rush but rather enjoying the foreplay in thought... It's amazing when you have the ability to connect the dots in your life, to witness your own evolution...

These past few days have been really interesting, I have had more energy than usual, almost in preparation for something fresh about to come in and stir things up in a tasty way... I am exploring new territory, being present in the moment, and setting up a new mystery that I will enjoy taking my time to unravel...

Life is seducing me right now and it feels really, really good...

xRx

DANCA THROUGH VERAO

"Were never going to survive unless we get a little crazy"... AWESOME words to live by and i DO (thank you SEAL)...

Oh yes you have heard me say it before, I love to scribble outside the lines, I mean who put them there anyways? I am grateful for them though. With out them how would one feel rebellious by stepping outside the box?

I love to JUMP outside the box, to breathe in the air of mystery and question, to not look back and wonder but to look forward and believe...

The sunshine that has been blanketing me these past few days has been incredible. I never stop being grateful for one second for all of the simple treasures that surround me. To be a woman is a gift. She most definitely offers up some insane challenges but when all is lined up inside and she is really connected to herself it can be the most incredible sensation. I love incredible sensations...

Tonight I'm in the mood to play. Luckily tonight I will have a playground to play on and some of my favorite musica to move to. NYC is coming to get DEEP :) My nails are painted and my heels are high. I am going to dance my way into the new week and carry the energy I get from it though out it. I sense it will be a very positive one because of it...

The energy I get from dancing is something that I plan on giving to myself until my hips officially give out. For now its on and I'm excited. Over the last 12 years of my life I have danced to so much amazing music, bonded with people who are now more like family than my best friends and most of all every single time I get a good night of music in (MY KIND OF MUSIC FAR FROM ANYTHING COMMERCIAL) I feel SO connected to myself and all the insane memories I have from all over the world in the last decade.... I swear I was Brasilian in a past life because I just keep dancing through this one just like they do regardless of status, money, rain or shine... they know how to keep it going... and I share the same passion.

SO that's me on Dancing and soon I will put on my red lips and go.

This weekend has been delicious and in some ways the start of some new adventures.

I love adventures...

xxRxxx