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Mercury is spinning backwards so lets see how far I can go...

Think back, think hard. Move forward. Stay right where you are.

NEVER. I move like water fluid with curves.

I want to be a poem and I want to share.

I sense haste trying to get my attention. I ignore it... I don't have time for that. I'm closing my eyes so I can see what life has to offer me today...

I'm Feeling my way through every minute and I am in the mood...

The mood to lose myself to my daydreams...

To be seduced by my creativity. I have crawled deep inside myself to be here in this favorite room of mine and I am only just getting warmed up... I could be here all day and very well may be. I have earned this time with myself and I plan to indulge in it. Its so romantic actually... I want to paint for us. I want to bleed the colors of love all over a canvas. It will be a masterpiece becauseI will create from my heart.There is no other way to create in my world.

Dreaming away and casting a spell on my life. Growing my garden so beautiful, the World will feel my Love. Love is the center of my existence. I'm falling for life with in every new day; I flirt, I seduce, I enrapture my thoughts to move me forward one step at a time.

I stay in tune with the frequencies of NOW while embracing what was yesterday; from this tomorrow is born with thought and purpose.

Mystery can be sexy or it can be frightening. Knowing can be comforting or it can be boring. Hoping can be a leap of faith or a lack of confidence.

The lights outside flash before me or do they flash for me?

The questions are just as important as the answers and sometimes more fun...

I don't always want a period to at the end of my sentence. Sometimes the End is really just a new beginning and sometimes the End is a statement piece.

Accessories can make the outfit.

We have so many choices when we look outside our window. The question is how big is your view?

XrX

Before the stroke of midnight

Its a race.

Me vs the clock.

Time.

What IS time? Numbers. Numbers apply pressure. Pressure with money. Pressure with age.

Pressure with schedules.

The universal language is MATH.

The universal language is also and definitely more importantly, LOVE...

That is the language I speak fluently.

LOVE is the first language in my life.

I am in the middle of a painting and I only have till sunset to finish. It looks beautiful so far but it is not complete. I ignore the shade growing faster around me and focus on how beautiful this painting will be when it reaches completion. So many colors, so many ambitious strokes applied to tell the visual story... I only have to finish it. By completing this painting it will allow me to advance to my next painting. I desire a smooth transition. The clock ticks louder so I turn up the music keeping my mind busy with beauty, laughter and love. My neck is cramping and I don't care. I don't feel pain I only feel drive. Drive to accomplish my mission. I may walk away from this painting sore and tired after the journey it has put me through but I will glow with achievement inside and out. It's not easy to race the clock. My technique is to do all that I can do and after that I rely on LOVE.

Love for everything in my world and all of the love that is returned to me from my world.

Love is a powerful source of inspiration and energy.

With every minute passing the shade grows closer to me. I stay graceful. I do not want the pressure of the clock to interfere with my creative energy and high spirits... I need them to be strong if I am going to accomplish this mission... and that is exactly what I am going to do. This painting is going to have so much more value to it than I ever imagined when starting it. The push of that clock on my back applies challenges that could throw me off if I really and truly did not believe in what I am trying to succeed. Clearly that is not the case.

I am very loyal to my dreams and I KNOW my dreams stay loyal to me.

I am loyal to my ideas.

I am loyal to my ART.

I am very loyal to being TRUE and really LIVING my life allowing it to be my biggest masterpiece.

I will succeed.

Every new day IS success.

The picture is clear in my mind and it's slowly revealing itself outside my mind through every last bit of my actions. The shade is creeping closer to my toes. So I move them further away and stay concentrated on my task. Its the moment of truth, home stretch approaches and the clock is almost growling at me now. I am hypnotized by my sharp attention. I see nothing but bringing this painting to full life. It is my vision. It deserves to LIVE.

I can do this. I am will do this. I am doing this.

Its about to be done.

XxRxX