Monday, September 21, 2009

WHISPERS OF A SUNDAY TO MY HEART...





The earth offers so much to us and yet most can barely see past the end of the street they live on... I am in love. With the possibilities this world will offer to me. So many places to discover, so many people to connect with... I think that in a past life I was a bird... I can feel my wings that I carried over into this world... A Pegasus. That's the inner animal i feel in my soul. All I want to do is fly... Fly into experience, fly to the moon and back, fly until the wind beneath my wings lay me down to rest in this life... And then on to the next I go...


This is the longest I've been away from my cherished room here. So many beautiful moments in between. More questions, gratefully and more faith every day. Everything that is TRUE is bound to survive. Everyday my mind grows larger. My appetite for all the beauty that life has to offer increases while my appreciation for all that I have in the present keeps me so happy and satisfied...

Freedom has ALWAYS been so important to me (another sign of the bird in me) no cage, no rules, no barriers... Just free to roam, explore, learn, love, connect, disconnect, feel, and discover... This past month I have been connecting with my freedom on a new level. I'm loving it. I want to grow through it. I will be surfing this wave for a minute...

I'm a risk taker, spontaneous to the max. I love to challenge myself with adventure. Independence is vital in my life, that is what makes me feel the most alive... ALIVE. What an amazing sensation to feel. As long as im feeling that everyday, I know I am doing exactly what I am meant to be doing in my life...


Many things stir in my heart at the moment. Memories are alive and kicking. You see I know how to put myself straight into a trance of emotions which rekindle moments in my life for me to relive them... Here I am. Re Living. Re Thinking. Re Learning. Re FEELING..


This year I have been witnessed my growth , witnesses my courage and witnessed my WILL step up to higher GROUND... Every day I am challenged. That is a blessing. I am forced to think. To stay creative. To keep my light shining bright. Everyday is a success...


I want to be on that train again, I want to be on the plane that takes me closer to the foreign mystery that feels like home.

LONGING.. what a feeling to experience... I long for some things... Oh do I long for some things... But. the thing is that I truly feel inside the depths of me that I will grasp hold of these things I long for...


Traveling to a city, starting all over. The excitement, the fear, the learning, the growth, the endless possibilities that the NEW can bring... It will be mine again... I was born to discover over and over again... well I suppose we all are but I am one who is truly AWARE of this and reach for it everyday...

...One of life's many gifts to cherish...

xxRxx