LAZY WITH LOLLIPOPS

I will start this little treasure of mine with the feeling of being a child sneaking candy and scrumptiously indulging in it while in my closet... tee hee...  Yes I should be going down my list of things to do and crossing a few items off of it but instead I lit my candles, turned up my Zero7 and kicked my feet up on the couch. My hands are anxious to meet my mind for a date so they may day dream and explore together... so here they are and off they go...

It was a New Moon yesterday which by the laws of astrology it is a great day to start the new... new relationships,  new projects and plant gardens... the energy of the New Moon is BIRTH and its metaphor is Spring... my favorite season, my BIRTH season actually...

I definitely had an amazing day out in the desert shooting with a new team and client. The pictures (rough shot posted) speak for themselves as all good pictures should... 

The weather in the desert was gorgeous.  It was sunny, about 73F/23C, with a perrrfect breeze of wind and when I say perrrfect I mean it just as it sounds... the wind was purring all over the sharp silence of the desert offering a peaceful sexiness to set the tone of our shoot.  New relationships developed and talent was shinning through out the day.  There were a few moments where I found myself staring out into the vast openness of dry, crackled land, sitting under soft clouds painted over a blue sky and thinking, "I am so grateful"... I honestly LOVE... 

I could have put a million things after that word but you know what plain and simply that is the most important part of what ever it is that I would be addressing. LOVE.  That is the point. 

I feel very fortunate to be able to pursue my ART.  It offers so much to me... From the explorations of everything like history to nature, from people to places, from challenges that GROW me, to accomplishments that become timeless... Its as if I came full circle with my ART and because of it I am rewarded with the simple and priceless confirmation that following my instincts and NEVER doing anything outside of my passion was the path I was born to ride.... and what a ride it has been... what a ride it continues to be...peaking left and right with moments of trials down the middle to keep everything balanced... after all there is NO such thing as FUN with out BORED, Happy with out Sad, CONQUER with out CHALLENGE... 

Today was a new day.  A day that brought some challenge.  A day where my positive outlook on life still stood strong but rather than "looking to the bright side of things" I found that nothing made me feel better than a big F!*%K YOU! to my challenges... Ahhhh it was such a nice release.... I think so long as one continues to trust and believe in the good will of the universe on their side and in the choices they make, I feel every now and then, in those moments of steam wanting to burst the lid open,  it can be ultra satisfying to just sign it all off with a big FKUC YOU and send it away. Why Not?  It worked for me.  The end result?  A relaxing evening at home dishing up a tasty piece of salmon over greens with some Norwegian chocolate for desert and some much needed laziness that gave BIRTH to this little collection of words....

Leave it to a Gemini to be productive while being Lazy...

Candies finished for now so it's bed time... hee hee... 

xXx R

Illuminé

The Guitar and the Piano... Lingerie and Champagne... Lipstick and EYElashes... Tuberose... Splashes of Sunshine with a swirl of Brisk air... Girl talks and Giggles (ok CACKELS)... Rouge Vin and my favorite Lentils... French men behind cameras... Words of Encouragement from MAMMA... Decades of Fashion History... a GIFT that left me speechless... In short a few items that sprinkled my day with love, fun, and INSPIRATION...
I am so grateful to have people in my life that I love and that I am inspired from on a daily basis. I am so grateful to personally be involved and witness the lives to some of the most amazing existences on this planet.. my friends and family... Its so important to have people in your life that you can celebrate life with... Exchanging the ENERGY of Love and Trust with each other... Laughter is another thing that I cherish and value so much and today I shared a lot of it with some of my dearest...
My songs play on Repeat... each time as if it was the first I heard it today... bringing fourth the rhythm to my typing fingers and the flow from my thoughts... I have to PEE and don't want to move from where i am... I just want to keep going... So here I GO...
Fascination is word that this logophile loves and the definition of this word seems to paint my mind at the moment... I feel TOUCHED... MOVED... by this unraveling mystery of mine called LIFE... everyday presents something NEW and lately because my state of consciousness is lifted, I am finding that the pieces of my puzzle are unfolding more beautifully as it comes together... There are still areas that want to create FEAR, Doubt, NEGATIVITY.. all of those disease infested feelings that I WANT NO PART OF... nor would I give in to... I have NO room for them in this beautiful puzzle of mine... No I would much rather stay RIGHT where I am and through those turbulent moments find Stillness...
What a place to be...STILL...Stillness a place that many have a hard time finding, or have a hard time trusting to act in... Stillness is a place where one can find harmony when life is producing NOISE... I discovered this place once I finally found trust in my relationship with our beloved Universe... DEEP? Yes... HOWEVER. Better to be DEEP where there is mystery than at the SURFACE where you are seen right through...

There are so many things I can write about... For some reason today I was inspired to stay inspired so here I am... with the depth of my emotions and thoughts... one by one popping up on my screen as they leave my mind to dance in front of my eyes and flirt with me... Its a fantastic relationship my writing and I... a life long romance really... and the most amusing part of it is it's audience... ME...
By now I must tell you that I had to Pee :) Did I have to tell you that? Well it's only ME...The night is wrapping and I am gearing for a new piece of day tomorrow...I will lay my head down on my pillow and float in thought before I finally drift into my unknown... my unconscious mind grabbing at things to twist at them and then bring them fourth to me shortly after... Dreams... talk about Fascination? Dreams pretty much live on Fascination Street in my mind.... I try not to submit too much to them for they can take advantage of you if you let them... nope. instead I simply think them through... some I keep, some I throw away, some I only nibble at, others are lost causes... Dreams can come True... I prefer to keep my DREAMS ALIVE everyday I LIVE and strive towards the illustrations and music I see and dance to in my Future... the Future is NOW... Et maintenant son heure pour mon lit...
xx R xx

Valentinus

Cupid, Conversation hearts, Chocolates, Diamonds, Roses..........

Another meaningful Hallmark holiday bestowed upon us festive Americanas....

Why Not?  Why not have a day to remind the ones we love most with gifts and love letters...

Well on that note I think I would like to send a little love letter to thyself...

To some Diamonds are a girls best friend... To this girl her inner soulmate is who she counts as her better half so let me spoil myself with some delicious thoughts of love?

Its a sunny, brisk day here by the beach.  I woke with a smile on my face and in my heart after a nite of Salsa dancing... I took myself out on a date to some random salsa nite and allowed myself be lead by a handful of fun salsa dancers... All showing me different methods while I cracked up being twirled left and right... People I would probably never meet under other circumstances but in this case... fashion did not matter, the status of the venue and people in it made no difference... it was actually very liberating and felt so good knowing that I was doing something for ME. Needless to say I am hooked and will be shaking my hips to latin beats across many dance floors this year... It's going to be amazing when I can actually get down the way I envision myself doing it in my mind :)  Dancing is linked to one of the most important entities in my world.... Mi Musica...

Most who know me know that next to surfing, my Music and I have always been in a loyal, loving, and devoted marriage... Oh Yes... She is one of the very reasons that I moved to NYC... She is what used to keep me locked up in my bedroom as a young girl day dreaming...

She has moved me on many dance floors around the world... 

At times when driving (a great time for phone calls in LA) I can't break from my music to answer calls that come to me... In other words ladies and gentlemen... I am a SLAVE to my Music... 

SO with that said I think I will dedicate this Valentines day to my beloved MUSIC...

For she has never betrayed me, She has always been there for me, She is a constant source of Inspiration, She has been the connector to many of the most important people in my life, She has given me the most INCREDIBLE experiences to which I could NEVER explain here in words... She is a labyrinth of worlds that offers me limitless opportunities of AMAZINGNESS...  

There is a science to the way music effects people... I feel GIFTED to have her infect me as she does... I feel LOVED... What a perfect day to recognize that?

Appreciation floats around me... Colors are all I can see... 

Having quite days like today where I can go inside myself to flow with my thoughts, journey through my mind, and let go of the outside... I find myself in LOVE and so grateful for all that that I love and all that LOVES me...

My kisses have wings and they are finding their way to my beloveds as we speak... 

JOUR DE VALENTINES HEUREX... xxROXYxx

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Stimulation

The piano has been seducing me lately... Somewhere through the change of the year I have fallen in love with classical music... I've always appreciated it and from time to time have had it playing in the background... but lately it has been existing more romantically for me than just that... in fact it's role has stepped up from the background to the first sounds in my morning while my coffee is brewing... I think the calming and somehow educated stimulation I feel from classical music signifies the direction I am progressing towards... An eternal child who is fascinated by wisdom and is on a constant journey to obtaining as much of it as she can...

Stay youthful... become wiser... MY MANTRA...

I have always been a lover for wisdom, creation, exploring, accomplishing...

Expansion in those areas are VITAL for me to be ME and feel ALIVE in this LIFE i LIVE...

Today is one of those days where I just want to surrender...

Surrender to my desire to learn and discover...

To color outside the lines...

Let me paint a picture for you...

If I was on an island today and it was raining... rather than sit inside and do my laundry... I would run outside into the trees and search my way through nature as if I was looking for a hidden treasure... moving through the wet trees, listening to the sound of the rain as it dances on them... studying the arrangement of colors that blossom around me... feeling the mud beneath my toes and water from the skies trickle down my face... 

The Illustration in my mind of that adventure is alive to me and that kind of truth just turns me on.... Silly? Maybe?...

As much as I love to be understood I am flattered when I am not... pending the subject of course ;)

Sometimes I really believe that we need to scribble outside the lines in order to grow in life... to break the "code" of tradition and normalcy that we exist in... I admit to being a loyal patron in that department... It keeps things FRESH and INSPIRING for me... 

I am so hungry to learn and be all that I can be FOR ME in this special little life of mine... Its exciting to discover new passions that make my journey in LIFE more stimulating.... 

It's a very powerful thing to know how to feed your own fire....

xx ROXY xx